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done! with the gift purchasing part of a certain anniversary coming up. it's a bit early for that you say? yay, but i can't wait. then i won't be able to wait to give the gift. i don't think there's any need to seek help with this self torture. i have this craving to play in the snow. i might be tricking myself though because it only happens when i am sitting in little big man's office staring out the window. it's my escape from reality to keep me sane. what's really happening is a conference call that is going in circles that turns into football chat and little jokes and then back to talking in circles, but in my head, i'm outside with friends throwing snowballs, laughing and rolling around in the soft, wonderous ground blanket. i'm such a freak about getting cold though. i will need waterproof gloves first. then we'll talk. one time big al took me to go ski with her. i have a fireman's uniform and put that on (the all silver inside part) to keep me nice and warm all day. well, i was wearing too much and i couldn't move any of my limbs. the second i got both skis snapped on i went down a ditch and crashed into a booth. the day didn't get any better. i felt really bad for big al because she wasn't getting to hit the big hill much babysitting me. at one point i fell on the hill and was so exhausted i just stayed there for a bit. that led to me being taunted by little kids. one of them called me a baked potato. that was a nice one.