today

i have made the choice to entertain myself by reading a blog of a person that i probably shouldn't, but i guess i'm into self torture. you see, i know what this girl looks like and i've heard a few stories here and there about her, but i don't know her and i feel like i should since i sleep with what is technically her stuffed animal every night. she's a web designer so at first look i've already been intimidated. what am i looking for? i don't know. i guess mainly i am curious and there is this sick need for me to compare us. i know i shouldn't do that with only a glossy cover available, but a little head numbing never hurt anyone.