adrenaline

was crazy flowing through my veins and i had to steady out my breathing this morning after a semi almost squeezed me between it and the sidewall. i was cruising in my lane and i was about half way past the trailer of the semi when i noticed it starting to merge into my lane. my first thought was that i could take the shoulder if he continues. then i noticed that the shoulder was ending and was being replaced by a nice concrete wall that was tight to the road. so then i started to get a bit nervous about being the middle of the semi - concrete wall sandwich. i jammed on the horn while jamming on the gas and he didn't hear me and was still coming. right when i didn't have anymore room.....the shoulder came back and i took it throwing up dust all over and then swerving back onto the highway. then i had to start the whole, calm down, you're cool, exercise before i hyperventilated (which i use to do during the huge, no show just loud explosion fireworks when i was little and we were parked right next to them). then i finally arrived to work to discover that little big man was gone. woo hoo! then my happiness ended when he walked in a couple hours later. boo.