awww

yay! that's what i needed! little big man gave me a big rush, actual mind using project this morning. good stuff. now.......nothing. i overheard the big wigs (they always talk with the door open when i am the only one around - i guess that means they either trust me or know that there is only a small chance that i'm not sleeping and paying attention) and they were discussing moving more lines to mexico. they've run out of land to expand so they were asking how much room the building next door has. at least i'm not stuck with the choice of running out and telling people so they can prepare or keeping quiet so they don't find out i'm a leak this time because if anyone thinks that their job here is secure........they deserve to get laid off. we are getting a new phone system on monday. we actually had to sit through a ninety minute training class for the new phones. it's sad that even after that......some of the idiots around here are going to be completely lost next week. just dial you stupid fuck!

slightly

green bananas are my favorite lately. i'm staring at one right now. mmmmmm. pause. that was damn good! i made it all the way to lunch before i purchased a mountain dew. tomorrow i shall do the same etc and before you know it....just water for me. i have a juice that's been in the office fridge for at least two months now. i wouldn't be surprised if it was three or four. i think i'll just leave it behind as a memorial to me when i finally get out of here. i've been waiting for a to do list all day. it's surely not going to live up to it's suspense. i want to go swimming. i think i'll go play in the bathroom sinks.

things

don't have to happen in threes do they? if so, i got the first of three speeding tickets last night. grrrrr. at least i had a very long ticket break. i'm going to sign up for the driving school class....again and then the ticket won't go on my record. at least i'll be able to take the computer class and have something to do at work. plus, i'm only going the extra mile to support the state finances and give a bored cop something to do. that's a good positive spin to put on it. i'm really pissed off at myself though. yesterday no fingers man said "what's a metal connector?" (if you worked here you would know how stupid that question is) i replied with "a connector that is metal". then today he said "can i see those boards you had a few days ago?" i replied with "are you speaking about the boards that were sent to mexico on monday?" him "yes. can i see those?" me "ummmmm no." him "why not? where are they?" me "ummmmm mexico." him "was there an email sent out about that?" me "ummm you were the one that sent out the email about it." him "can you send it to me? i don't know what it's about." me "you need the email that you sent for the project that you came up with?" him "yes. i don't know what it's about."

what

the fuck is what i was thinking too, but i'm not feeling as withdrawn now, so here we go. a couple of fridays ago i took the day off (i had absolutely no projects at work and it wasn't worth the drive) after watching a night of boxing and ran around town with the bass (who's seven or more month wait for a new guitar ended yesterday) and then stood around the metro like a stalker with the barfly until we got free tickets into the coldplay concert. was the girl with me? no. wasn't that the ticket that i was trying to get for her? yes. did i call her and wait outside with the ticket so she could go in? nope, i couldn't. it was either take the ticket and go in or don't get the ticket. and yes i did feel like a complete asshole, but i did smuggle my phone in (they were making everyone check them at this particular concert, but lucky me i had just bought one so i gave them the dead one) and called her to listen. the $300 a ticket crowd quite sucked as we assumed it would while we watched old men in suits with barely dressed women walk in the door with tickets. sure enough gwenyth was there too. the way she looked at him was beautiful. i took my shirt off, but i couldn't get her attention. her loss. saturday i procrastinated and procrastinated some more and wrote interview questions for a band in my car right before i was suppose to meet them. i think i work better that way. my brain is juiced and spinning around at that point. sunday was a super fun softball game. we busted out the keyboard and during the inning prior to the batteries going dead, the girl played and we scored five runs. sure the other team was kicking our ass, but you would have thought it was the other way around. i like that. hands up masterbatters!! then it was off to the girl's parent's house for a seven hour mother's day event that included a ninety minute phone call to my mom. between that and last friday there was lots of shopping, my car got covered by sludge from a trash truck on the highway and all of the screens at the theatre stopped so we had to sit through the trailers again after twenty minutes of nothing while listening to some lady call everyone she knows to ask them what happened. then friday night the girl and i saw a horrible stage band. their levels were crazy so you couldn't hear anything but bass and the singer was creepy with a mister rogers smile and band conductor movements. saturday we ate way too much lunch with nice shirt and ran off with the cowboy to a very cold soccer game.

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pool table at t's? i'm already there. b 52's anything? i'm already there. my twin when it comes to having a large sibling age gap. my sarcasm hero.